Que sera sera

Thursday, April 14, 2011

This is the time

Today,14 April 2011
The most memorable day
The most special day for we,the third senior high students,
The most unforgotable day
Today,it's the time,for us to separate with each other
with our lovely besties and buddies

Today,i've experienced many things
First of all, i realize what's the meaning of FRIENDS
what they mean to me and what i mean to them
it's clear that both of side mean to each other
though there's such time when we fight for each other
but today,there are all revealed
complaining all the things
resolving the matter that still keep in their heart
and finally,forgiving each other

I, had done wrong too.
and in this kind of situation
She said sorry for me first,but actually i am the one who was wrong once
i feel terrible that time
and i'm start to cry.
i couldn't stop the tears.
i am very sorry for what have i done

else,i might see that,the last day of our school life,all of us become one together
we're snap hundred of pictures
we're playing together
and the last,telling the last words for our class.
these moments,truly i will miss it a lot,
cause i know,there won't be anything like this anymore
the things that i could play psp with my besties,
the things that i could play capsa with them,
the things that i could snap candid pictures
and many more,
maybe there won't be anything like this anymore in college life later

So,guys,
i hope that,we're not forgetting each other,and the moments we had in our class
POKER class, 3 social 1
i hope that you're all going to keep it always in your heart same like me.
i hope that,you're all could grant your wish,and when we meet later,we could proud about what we had achieved.
HOPE THE BEST FOR YOU ALL !

LOVE,
theresia

the moments :

POKER
Power Of Knowledge and Endless Relationship

with my besties :)

Saturday, April 09, 2011

Vitamin C - Graduation

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

the last but not least

Dear fellas
Dear buddies
Dear besties

Maybe,it's the hardest time for us now.
Just like you're all,
We might now realize,the word 'time flow so fast' isn't it ?
Yes,we all did.
It's like yesterday we're still in a kindergarten
But now,we're in our way to college,to a mature life.

Sure,after this hard separation,I will miss you all. The days when we're all playing together,cry together,I might miss all of these precious memories. Everyday,I just felt school never be boring,because all of you.

I miss the time we talk about love
I miss the time we talk about movie
I miss the time we talk about others
I love the gossip we share the problems as well
And maybe it will not be repeated later

I'm just feel like I don't want to graduate
I want to stay there
Stay at our beloved school
Where we can give and receive the best love from our dearest friends

I just wanna say thanks..
Thanks for every little tiny thing that you're all had given to me. Thanks for everything that had give me joys everyday when I was at school. Thanks for everything that you're all shared the happiness,sadness and problems to me. Thanks..

It's just really hard,freaking hard to say that all of these,are going to be only a memory that kept in my heart. Maybe,there's no such joy in my college life later.

You know what friends ?
I hope you're all remember me
I hope you're all not forget about this
I hope we can still be a best friends in such this distant in our heart
Keep remembering

Our way is not the same anymore
I hope that all of us could grant out wishes
I hope you're all happy
I hope the BEST for you all

And the last but not least
I hope we,each other,still keep remembering this,keep remember our school life,our beloved friends and be a BEST FRIEND forever no matter where we are no matter how the distant keep separating us,we're always gonna be a BEST FRIENDS in our heart

Tuesday, March 01, 2011

wrong judges

I hate when someone,that not even know me well judge me,and judge me from what ?from appearance ?well,that's a bit normal,everyone does it. But this one ?you judge me from gossip that you hear about me from the others ! And the worse one,you tell that INFRONT of me ! If you judge me but you're not telling me,that's still can be accept,but ?you tell me,and tell that infront of my friends,the fact is I'm not like that !and I'm really feel,that was really underestimate me ! I felt stupid infront of my friends,and you !you're laugh !you mock at me !! that's why I am so upset !! But how pity,I can't show this feeling !even update status on my blackberry messenger I couldn't. Because I'm scared you will tell the others. How coward I am -.- ,what am I able to do is only tell my feelings to my dear blog,the only page that I could share all of my undescribeable feeling.
I hate everytime you pretend to be good at me,because at the same time you show act that I am so dislike !! Sometimes I really hate your fake attitude. Pretend to be good everywhere,where as your personality is different 100%.

Monday, February 28, 2011

my dearest old friend

sometimes,I am so afraid
Afraid of waiting
Afraid of being hurt
Afraid of something I shouldn't
Afraid that my future won't be a good one for me
I am scared,scared of everything

Once I trust person easily,now I'm easily suspect my best friend
Still,I can't trust nobody now
Once I always cried for happiness,but now I cried for sadness,hurt,feeling of being underestimate,etc

I'm regretting whatever I said about my old friend once
Actually,now,they are the most precious thing for me
I can tell how much I hurt to them
I can tell how much I was insulted to them
I can tell how deep was my heart wounded and scratched

Rather than my new friends,I'm trust my old friend better
Why do I realize this now ?
Why I leave my old friends because they hurt me only once ?

My dearest old friends,I am so sorry for what have I said about you on

So damn sh*t !

What the hell is this ?are u making fun of me ?!! How come there're no pictures even one in our inauguration party album !!? I'm there right ?are u so blind ??or am I so invisible ! I'm so fed up !! So damn mad ! Why is that everyone doing this to me !!!I hate this !I hate this INDEED !
And especially for this one,I can't understand why !!I saw everyone in there ! EVERYONE ! But mine ?N.O.T.H.I.N.G !!! That's undeliberately show that I'm not attend that !it's just the same like I'm not coming to attend !! I paid for this !! But how come the result is really insulted me like this ! This is so INSULTED me let you to know ! So so and sooooo !!!!
I thought thousand of reasons,am I not pretty so you're not snap me even one pictures ?or you're just focusing on persons that pretty in your eye sight ?or you think I'm not the class members ?or do you have a sensitive feeling with me so you're don't want to snap me even one photo only ??
Argh !every seconds I write this and though about this,my tears like going to fall down !!I can't ACCEPT this ! I can't !!
I hate this ! I hate that person !!
If someone read this,and suddenly realize he is the one,sorry,I don't care !I'm just so fed up,and I need to confess all of this hurt and insulted feeling

Sorry if I'm not pretty,yet I'm not white yet I'm not fashionable ! I know normally I'm not pretty good in your eyes ! But please,don't insult me like this ! This is so damn hurt,hurt my feeling a lot !and how ashamed me as well !! I know you're rounded with pretty girls among you !!you're famous,famous as a very good photographer,and once I think you in that way too,but now....you're just a suck person for me !!!!

the sweetest dream I have ever dreamt up until now

Wkwkwkwkwkwk,still,I couldn't stop smiling when I write this on m blog. It reminds me with the dream I've dreamt last night. For me it was so wonderful,but I guess you're all would think I'm weird. You pretty know well that I'm a K-POP FEVER right ? And two boy band that I love the most was SHINee and B2ST,and..........yesterday I dreamt about b2ST !!! WAAAAA (couldn't help my laugh now) and in that dream,I was treat so special by them !!! 6 of them always stay beside me rather than the other girls, and I feel like they were really being my friends,so when we separate at last,we take a lot of photographs,and we promise to keep contact via TWITTER !!! And after that....... I woke up. The dream was so real,even when I had wake up,I tried to find my cell. Nothing was there hihihihi...but though this was just a dream,I'm still happy,because it seems my little sis was so jealous about that,she want to have a dream about B2ST too !! Keep doing it !hahahaha !!

20-02-2011

the feeling of being underestimate

A feeling of being underestimate,do u ever felt it bloggers ?if you do,maybe you felt quite the same with me.today,when I went to practice volley,that kind of feeling really shown up itself.
Let me tell you,u know,I'm really small,I'm not tall yet I'm light. I'm totally a weak girl. I like sports but I don't have enough strength to do it perfectly like the others. In various sports,maybe I'm just good in swimming better than badminton or VOLLEY !!
So since last year,I have join volley for a P2S1 match. I'm totally a loser..until now,I still can't service,the base of volley game. But since it was fun,I still continue to play it. But today,I just felt everyone is not playing for fun anymore,they play seriously. I know we have to play serious to win the match. But it doesn't mean you don't care with a player who can't do a service !! It started when me with my other friends,both of us can't service at first,so she give me and my friends some advice in order to service perfectly,when my friends able to service 5 times and I still cannot,suddenly she ran away,not coaching me anymore,she goes to play with the others and let me alone to do the service. Okay,I'm thinking maybe I have to practice without coach. I start to practice practice and practice but still I can't,when suddenly I'm able to do the service she's not care,she said we have to do passing,doesn't that really underestimate me ?you're the one who told me to practice service but when I'm succeed even look you're not !
Today I was really disappointed with you,if this post being read by someone and that person realize the person I'm talking and tell her,who cares ?I just wanna share all my feelings,that's what blog is being create right ?