wrong judges

I hate when someone,that not even know me well judge me,and judge me from what ?from appearance ?well,that's a bit normal,everyone does it. But this one ?you judge me from gossip that you hear about me from the others ! And the worse one,you tell that INFRONT of me ! If you judge me but you're not telling me,that's still can be accept,but ?you tell me,and tell that infront of my friends,the fact is I'm not like that !and I'm really feel,that was really underestimate me ! I felt stupid infront of my friends,and you !you're laugh !you mock at me !! that's why I am so upset !! But how pity,I can't show this feeling !even update status on my blackberry messenger I couldn't. Because I'm scared you will tell the others. How coward I am -.- ,what am I able to do is only tell my feelings to my dear blog,the only page that I could share all of my undescribeable feeling.
I hate everytime you pretend to be good at me,because at the same time you show act that I am so dislike !! Sometimes I really hate your fake attitude. Pretend to be good everywhere,where as your personality is different 100%.