It's okay
I don't expect too much from you
I try,but you didn't respond it
Then what left for me to do again ?
If that is your answer,it's alright.
I will just accept the fact that once we're ever being a very good friend. I will still keep the memory on my head,sealed it forever though you might want to forget it.
I don't know why we became so awkward.
Why did we became like this ?
Did I do wrong thing ?
If that is it,I'm sorry.
I don't notice it and I felt very sorry about it
Or I'm not an interesting friend ?
It's okay. Maybe we just not suit with each other.
And what will our friendship be in the future ?
Only time will tell it.
But right now,deep from my heart.
I really miss this friend
And when she doubt it,it's hurt my heart.
Well,you might read about this,and you might think I'm really such a drama queen or else,whatever,that's your own opinion. What I can tell you right now is that I really miss our moment when we were in high school. It's your choice to trust it or not.
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Friday, November 11, 2011
LGT
do you somehow know about LGT ?
well,you might don't know
it is not a popular music band or bunch of popular people,
They are bunch of unique girls with different characters and they are my besties forever !
LGT is another word for Let's Get Together ( suyanti ong is the creator of this weird name haha) and it belongs to 6 members , they are :
first,of course ME,the most unique girl in this world haha
Second one,Suyanti Ong
She is the most understanding friend that i ever had in this world. Though she might be really crazy,but her interest to her friends,no doubt with that. She is actually easy going but because of her habit : moody, everyone scared when she's burning with fire. Besides,she had the same passion with me and our way of thinking pretty similar. That's why i always told her about my problems. :)
Next,Stephanie Wijaya
This girl is the most fashionable one among us according to me. I love the way she dress ! So vintage !
Besides she is a really an outgoing girl,she loves to chat with friends,hang out with friends and ofcourse she loves shopping the most haha. She is really into Jonas Brothers,and when i tease them,she will get mad, She is obviously very protecting her Jonas Brothers. But this girl had some weakness too, she is selfish and very moody as well. Think twice before arguing with her.
Next,Maggie Chrsyillia
I have no doubt with this girl prettiness. She is just ADORABLE. besides,she is very very super kind and very responsible. In other word,she is perfect and mature. She can be someone role model,argh, i couldn't describe how adorable she is for me. She almost perfect if she's not introvert girl. She can't tell about her problems and she's a lot of mysteries according to me
Next, Florensia Irawan
HAHA,this girl is the most talkative one among us. She do chat a lot and everyone call her talkative (in hokkian : chiong he) She might be talkative and friendly,but sometimes,she is so noisy till i can't hold it anymore. But i still like her :) for being a simple friend
Next, Monica Evana
Well, i lose contact a lot with this girl since i moved to another class on second grade high school. But before we separate,i know her as a very generous and sweet girl. She is pure and every boy's type. Besides she is very positive thinking and that was the reason why she can't see someone's bad plan. She always saw everyone in a good way and never thought that they have some bad plan behind them. She is too innocent and she's spoiled and timid as well.
This is LGT, though they have some weakness,well no one in this world perfect,i loved them a lot !
Thanks for sharing love with me :*
well,you might don't know
it is not a popular music band or bunch of popular people,
They are bunch of unique girls with different characters and they are my besties forever !
LGT is another word for Let's Get Together ( suyanti ong is the creator of this weird name haha) and it belongs to 6 members , they are :
first,of course ME,the most unique girl in this world haha
Second one,Suyanti Ong
She is the most understanding friend that i ever had in this world. Though she might be really crazy,but her interest to her friends,no doubt with that. She is actually easy going but because of her habit : moody, everyone scared when she's burning with fire. Besides,she had the same passion with me and our way of thinking pretty similar. That's why i always told her about my problems. :)
Next,Stephanie Wijaya
This girl is the most fashionable one among us according to me. I love the way she dress ! So vintage !
Besides she is a really an outgoing girl,she loves to chat with friends,hang out with friends and ofcourse she loves shopping the most haha. She is really into Jonas Brothers,and when i tease them,she will get mad, She is obviously very protecting her Jonas Brothers. But this girl had some weakness too, she is selfish and very moody as well. Think twice before arguing with her.
Next,Maggie Chrsyillia
I have no doubt with this girl prettiness. She is just ADORABLE. besides,she is very very super kind and very responsible. In other word,she is perfect and mature. She can be someone role model,argh, i couldn't describe how adorable she is for me. She almost perfect if she's not introvert girl. She can't tell about her problems and she's a lot of mysteries according to me
Next, Florensia Irawan
HAHA,this girl is the most talkative one among us. She do chat a lot and everyone call her talkative (in hokkian : chiong he) She might be talkative and friendly,but sometimes,she is so noisy till i can't hold it anymore. But i still like her :) for being a simple friend
Next, Monica Evana
Well, i lose contact a lot with this girl since i moved to another class on second grade high school. But before we separate,i know her as a very generous and sweet girl. She is pure and every boy's type. Besides she is very positive thinking and that was the reason why she can't see someone's bad plan. She always saw everyone in a good way and never thought that they have some bad plan behind them. She is too innocent and she's spoiled and timid as well.
This is LGT, though they have some weakness,well no one in this world perfect,i loved them a lot !
Thanks for sharing love with me :*
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Check out !
Check out what kind of personality do you have and get know of yourself better :)
just click the link below
goodluck ! hoho >.<
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/
just click the link below
goodluck ! hoho >.<
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/
psyco test
What's on my mind ?
the result :
You think money and love are equally important. You have an interest in many things in life, and work hard to ensure that you maintain a healthy balance between work, play and love. However, you tend to be unable to decide on what you really want to do with your life. You wouldn't dream of leaving your loved one for one or two million dollars, but you would have to reconsider if the offer rose to 100 million dollars.
What's my personality ?
The result :
( Really not me :( )
What does being a friend really mean to you ?
The result :
You value your friendships: 50%
You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.
What's your personality love style ?
The result :
Here is the analysis:
Love at first sight is your style. You are not fussy about who you fall for, and often there seems to be no rational reason for you deciding to love someone, it just happens and you'll follow your heart. When you do fall for someone, you fall completely. Your love is somewhat child-like, or what people like to call "puppy love". While following your heart is important, you should also remember to use your head occasionally.
Your feeling preference shows in a concern for people. You are skillful in handling people and often have remarkable insight into the possibilities and development of others. You are extremely perceptive about the attitudes of others, aiming to understand rather than judge people. You are much drawn to counseling and can be inspired and inspiring teacher, particularly where you have freedom to innovate. With talent, you can succeed in almost any field that captures your interest-- art, journalism, science, advertising, sales, the ministry, or writing, for example.
A difficulty for you is that you hate uninspired routine and find it remarkably hard to apply yourself to sometimes necessary detail unconnected with any major interest. Worse yet, you may get bored with your own projects as soon as the major problems have been solved or the initial challenge has been met. You may need to learn to follow through and finish what you have begun, but are happiest and most effective in jobs that permit one project after another, with somebody else taking over as soon as the situation is well in hand.
Because you are always being drawn to the exciting challenges of new possibilities, it is essential that you develop your judgment. If your judgment is undeveloped, you may commit yourself to ill-chosen projects, fail to finish anything, and squander your inspirations by not completing your tasks.
the result :
You think money and love are equally important. You have an interest in many things in life, and work hard to ensure that you maintain a healthy balance between work, play and love. However, you tend to be unable to decide on what you really want to do with your life. You wouldn't dream of leaving your loved one for one or two million dollars, but you would have to reconsider if the offer rose to 100 million dollars.
What's my personality ?
The result :
Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.( Really not me :( )
What does being a friend really mean to you ?
The result :
You value your friendships: 50%
You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.
What's your personality love style ?
The result :
Here is the analysis:
Love at first sight is your style. You are not fussy about who you fall for, and often there seems to be no rational reason for you deciding to love someone, it just happens and you'll follow your heart. When you do fall for someone, you fall completely. Your love is somewhat child-like, or what people like to call "puppy love". While following your heart is important, you should also remember to use your head occasionally.
Your Working Style
You are enthusiastic innovators, always seeing new possibilities and new ways of doing things. You have a lot of imagination and initiative for starting projects, and a lot of impulsive energy for carrying them out. You are stimulated by difficulties and are most ingenious in solving them. You can get so interested in your newest project that you have time for little else. Your energy comes from a succession of new enthusiasms and your world is full of possible projects. Your enthusiasm gets other people interested too. You see so many possible projects that you sometimes have difficulty picking those with the greatest potential. Your feeling can be useful at this point to help select projects by weighing the value of each. Your feeling judgment can also add depth to the insights supplied by your intuition.Your feeling preference shows in a concern for people. You are skillful in handling people and often have remarkable insight into the possibilities and development of others. You are extremely perceptive about the attitudes of others, aiming to understand rather than judge people. You are much drawn to counseling and can be inspired and inspiring teacher, particularly where you have freedom to innovate. With talent, you can succeed in almost any field that captures your interest-- art, journalism, science, advertising, sales, the ministry, or writing, for example.
A difficulty for you is that you hate uninspired routine and find it remarkably hard to apply yourself to sometimes necessary detail unconnected with any major interest. Worse yet, you may get bored with your own projects as soon as the major problems have been solved or the initial challenge has been met. You may need to learn to follow through and finish what you have begun, but are happiest and most effective in jobs that permit one project after another, with somebody else taking over as soon as the situation is well in hand.
Because you are always being drawn to the exciting challenges of new possibilities, it is essential that you develop your judgment. If your judgment is undeveloped, you may commit yourself to ill-chosen projects, fail to finish anything, and squander your inspirations by not completing your tasks.
Monday, October 17, 2011
nightmare
Let me tell you something very disgusting that ever happen to me !
Hell,I still can't believe how can that be happening. But I conclude it that I was too careless.
Okay,start from when I doing my assignments. When I got no idea,I like to eat so that I don't really waste time for thinking. I choose fruits,cause it was late already. And I pick orange. I eat it while I typing on my assignments. When I almost done it, I feel something on my mouth, it doesn't look like orange meat,but it's not the seed too. I found out very weird and I've got bad feeling at first. I take that things out and ya know what was that on my finger ?!! It was a fruit worm !!!!!! Oh mannn... I freeze at that moment. Because at first I really got no idea what the hell is that white small disgusting thing. And when suddenly it moves,I felt like earth going to be vanished and then I screamm aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!! I tried to look again and my eyes can't lie what was I looking right now ! And I fly again to what's happen before I take it out. I CHEW IT !!! In a seconds,my leg and hands stiffed. My brain still can't process very well "I chew a worm", my brain can't accept that. I was like can't believe it. Truthfully I'm scared. I rushed to my mom's room and asking for medicine. But it can't relieving me. Well,who's not ? I mean you're chewing a worm !
(屮ﾟДﾟ)屮!
Hell you fruit worm ! Guess I can't eat oranges for a while.
Hell,I still can't believe how can that be happening. But I conclude it that I was too careless.
Okay,start from when I doing my assignments. When I got no idea,I like to eat so that I don't really waste time for thinking. I choose fruits,cause it was late already. And I pick orange. I eat it while I typing on my assignments. When I almost done it, I feel something on my mouth, it doesn't look like orange meat,but it's not the seed too. I found out very weird and I've got bad feeling at first. I take that things out and ya know what was that on my finger ?!! It was a fruit worm !!!!!! Oh mannn... I freeze at that moment. Because at first I really got no idea what the hell is that white small disgusting thing. And when suddenly it moves,I felt like earth going to be vanished and then I screamm aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!! I tried to look again and my eyes can't lie what was I looking right now ! And I fly again to what's happen before I take it out. I CHEW IT !!! In a seconds,my leg and hands stiffed. My brain still can't process very well "I chew a worm", my brain can't accept that. I was like can't believe it. Truthfully I'm scared. I rushed to my mom's room and asking for medicine. But it can't relieving me. Well,who's not ? I mean you're chewing a worm !
(屮ﾟДﾟ)屮!
Hell you fruit worm ! Guess I can't eat oranges for a while.
Sunday, October 16, 2011
University life
never thought that i had come this far....
Now i am not a high school student anymore....
I grow up well and now i start what they called a university life.
I kind of expecting how this life would change me or how fun it was gonna be.
But i expect too much and ended up with disappointment.
I regret that i waiting this day will coming.
I regret that i want to taste how was a university life like they called it.
Sucks and Damnit !
honestly,i want to go back to where when i was in high school !!!
everyday,had tons of homeworks to do and i have to stay late until 12 am to finished all of that
Not only that,i have to study properly in order to have good result because i got test everyday.
it is not exactly a test,but a revision for every unit that had been taught to us...and that score going to be mix up and noted in report book.
Next,i had work at LEO english course as an english teacher.
And i never thought that a teacher work would be this many
First, i have to prepare for their materials and i have to completed 25 pages for 2 months ( 1 week 1 meeting that means 2 months 8 meeting ONLY )
Second,we prepare 4 exercise and 2 monthly test and 2 semester exam !!!
what's so good about this kind of life ?
because i run out of time,i seldom watch my dramas
and i have no time to check the newest kpop news !!!
Else,i can't chat and hang out with my friends anymore
plus a damn simcard that won't corporate with me !!!
But the same conditions unexpectedly happen to my friends too
Some of them even worse than me,they work all day and they have a class at night
Well,life's getting changed isn't it?
As we graduated,life can't always stay the same like when we were in high school
Everything changed,so do the people.
We can't complaint yet give up cause life's go on
The one that left is how well we adapt with the condition
Though we might really miss our time in high school and wish we can go back,that kind of time had fly away and never come back anymore. That kind of time happen once in our time.
Now i am not a high school student anymore....
I grow up well and now i start what they called a university life.
I kind of expecting how this life would change me or how fun it was gonna be.
But i expect too much and ended up with disappointment.
I regret that i waiting this day will coming.
I regret that i want to taste how was a university life like they called it.
Sucks and Damnit !
honestly,i want to go back to where when i was in high school !!!
everyday,had tons of homeworks to do and i have to stay late until 12 am to finished all of that
Not only that,i have to study properly in order to have good result because i got test everyday.
it is not exactly a test,but a revision for every unit that had been taught to us...and that score going to be mix up and noted in report book.
Next,i had work at LEO english course as an english teacher.
And i never thought that a teacher work would be this many
First, i have to prepare for their materials and i have to completed 25 pages for 2 months ( 1 week 1 meeting that means 2 months 8 meeting ONLY )
Second,we prepare 4 exercise and 2 monthly test and 2 semester exam !!!
what's so good about this kind of life ?
because i run out of time,i seldom watch my dramas
and i have no time to check the newest kpop news !!!
Else,i can't chat and hang out with my friends anymore
plus a damn simcard that won't corporate with me !!!
But the same conditions unexpectedly happen to my friends too
Some of them even worse than me,they work all day and they have a class at night
Well,life's getting changed isn't it?
As we graduated,life can't always stay the same like when we were in high school
Everything changed,so do the people.
We can't complaint yet give up cause life's go on
The one that left is how well we adapt with the condition
Though we might really miss our time in high school and wish we can go back,that kind of time had fly away and never come back anymore. That kind of time happen once in our time.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
TIRED !
Omoo !!!
Let me tell you guys ! Since I start my first job as a teacher in LEO,I've been so busy,busy for preparing their two times exercise questions and materials , and for preparing their two times monthly test questions and materials !! 4 jobs to do ! Plus,I have to teach them 2 books in one week each month,and it has to be quick,one lesson must teach at least 2 or 3 pages in order to catch up with the exercise and monthly test time. I must do thousands of work just one week after I accepted.
Well,after this I'm realizing of something,earn money never be easy,it's hard and need energy !
But,though you have to pass the hard time,knowing that you work hard and able to earn your OWN money,doesn't it sound worth and fun ? Seems so ! :D
Let me tell you guys ! Since I start my first job as a teacher in LEO,I've been so busy,busy for preparing their two times exercise questions and materials , and for preparing their two times monthly test questions and materials !! 4 jobs to do ! Plus,I have to teach them 2 books in one week each month,and it has to be quick,one lesson must teach at least 2 or 3 pages in order to catch up with the exercise and monthly test time. I must do thousands of work just one week after I accepted.
Well,after this I'm realizing of something,earn money never be easy,it's hard and need energy !
But,though you have to pass the hard time,knowing that you work hard and able to earn your OWN money,doesn't it sound worth and fun ? Seems so ! :D
bad :(
I feel very bad :(
Why ?
Today
I found out that xxx had use my things for twice,my new things,even me myself who had it haven't use it. Plus,it is the thing I loved the most.
I became very mad,though I can't complain.
Because xxx will say I'm stingy
It's not that I'm stingy,but I'm just scared my things later aren't going to be my things anymore.
Like once,my dress,you say you don't have any dress to a party,so I lend you,but it ends up with you each time to the party use that dress. Okay,I think that's okay,I'll just give that dress !
But today is not the same case ! I even haven't used it and you used it for twice ?! And I can't give it to you because I love that thing so much ! That's why I really hate sharing things with you,it's not that I'm stingy,but I'm just scared you will take away my thing....
(屮ﾟДﾟ)屮! Give me back my things !!!!
Why ?
Today
I found out that xxx had use my things for twice,my new things,even me myself who had it haven't use it. Plus,it is the thing I loved the most.
I became very mad,though I can't complain.
Because xxx will say I'm stingy
It's not that I'm stingy,but I'm just scared my things later aren't going to be my things anymore.
Like once,my dress,you say you don't have any dress to a party,so I lend you,but it ends up with you each time to the party use that dress. Okay,I think that's okay,I'll just give that dress !
But today is not the same case ! I even haven't used it and you used it for twice ?! And I can't give it to you because I love that thing so much ! That's why I really hate sharing things with you,it's not that I'm stingy,but I'm just scared you will take away my thing....
(屮ﾟДﾟ)屮! Give me back my things !!!!
Friday, August 26, 2011
Lekker reunion
well,actually this is not a reunion
it just a small meeting between friends after we're not seeing each other for about two months after graduate
and a small party for one of my friends that going to continue her study at UK,tifany
after reaching the place,i found out that one of my friends,catherine wijaya,who had study to UK since one year ago joining this party,and so i finally called this party a reunion~
it just a small meeting between friends after we're not seeing each other for about two months after graduate
and a small party for one of my friends that going to continue her study at UK,tifany
after reaching the place,i found out that one of my friends,catherine wijaya,who had study to UK since one year ago joining this party,and so i finally called this party a reunion~
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| w/ olivia |
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| w/tifany this girl that going to continue her study at UK (so envy T T) |
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| w/ catherine this girl is the one who had study one year faster in a collge at UK she's pretty smart :) yet a very kind and simple girl i bet everyone likes her since she's so nice to everyone |
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| haha w/ bibi san (real name vivi tanato) this girl going to continue her study at singapore goodluck beib :p wish you all the best at there don't forget me the kimochi one okay ? ;) |
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| w/vivi |
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| and finally myself ! haha |
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Singapore ! :D
narsis even on the MRT xp
narsis mode on : D
kak sunny's home made food
i really love the taste :9 yummy !
i really love the taste :9 yummy !
my cutest cousin >.<
she is really cute !! right ??
at bus and mrt station head to NUH
she is really cute !! right ??
at bus and mrt station head to NUH
my mom :)
at the bus station
at national geographic house
yigloo yoghurt :9
and my cute aunty haha >.<
and my cute aunty haha >.<
at sentosa resort island and universal studios
at Marina Bay
(actaully i really want to post the rest but too bad,it is just too much >.< haha)
(actaully i really want to post the rest but too bad,it is just too much >.< haha)
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
k-pop flash news
worse :(
i think today was not my day.
completely messed up by me !
guess what ?!
i suppose to buy new books for my college later and i forgot it until my friends remind me
then i quickly tell my mom to bring me to there at the morning but i suddenly remember the car was totally broken and was being repaired. so the only one who can bring me to there by car since the place was so far is my dad (using my father car). and so my dad bring me to there but i have to be quick because he has to go to office. from here everything start to be wrong. at first i really don't know how much are the books. actually i being told maybe it's only for 200-300 IDR. so i only bring 500 IDR . It was totally sucks when i realize the price is 565 IDR !!! i came to my father because he's waiting me and ??? he forgot to bring his money !!! my father totally upset,really mad and scold me why i don't ask them for the price first. gratefully my dad bring some atm cards so he quickly go to the nearest atm. guess today is not my day right ? :(
completely messed up by me !
guess what ?!
i suppose to buy new books for my college later and i forgot it until my friends remind me
then i quickly tell my mom to bring me to there at the morning but i suddenly remember the car was totally broken and was being repaired. so the only one who can bring me to there by car since the place was so far is my dad (using my father car). and so my dad bring me to there but i have to be quick because he has to go to office. from here everything start to be wrong. at first i really don't know how much are the books. actually i being told maybe it's only for 200-300 IDR. so i only bring 500 IDR . It was totally sucks when i realize the price is 565 IDR !!! i came to my father because he's waiting me and ??? he forgot to bring his money !!! my father totally upset,really mad and scold me why i don't ask them for the price first. gratefully my dad bring some atm cards so he quickly go to the nearest atm. guess today is not my day right ? :(
Monday, August 22, 2011
my new tumblr :)
grab some awesome pictures :
kpop . vintage . photography . quote . etc
http://mylittleejournal.tumblr.com
take a visit okay :D
kpop . vintage . photography . quote . etc
http://mylittleejournal.tumblr.com
take a visit okay :D
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
quiet = the best resolve
i just can't held the anger inside me
are you satisfied scolding me ?
are you satisfied vilify me ? are you satisfied make me down with your stabbing words ?
well,you succeeded...
thanks to you now i become more and more dislike you
no actually it was not dislike
but having a business with you is just shameless to me
i'm tired with all
it's not only me who felt the same way
you just don't realize it or you intend to not realize it
your own main problem
that destruct it all
don't blame us for your fault
i had tried to explain to you properly
but too bad i can't control myself since you were really looking down on me
i'm being scolded when i tried to explain something
so it's better to silent
to keep quiet
not expressing anything anymore
let it guess by yourself
are you satisfied scolding me ?
are you satisfied vilify me ? are you satisfied make me down with your stabbing words ?
well,you succeeded...
thanks to you now i become more and more dislike you
no actually it was not dislike
but having a business with you is just shameless to me
i'm tired with all
it's not only me who felt the same way
you just don't realize it or you intend to not realize it
your own main problem
that destruct it all
don't blame us for your fault
i had tried to explain to you properly
but too bad i can't control myself since you were really looking down on me
i'm being scolded when i tried to explain something
so it's better to silent
to keep quiet
not expressing anything anymore
let it guess by yourself
Thursday, July 07, 2011
T-ara - Roly Poly
recently, i am so addicted in t-ara new song
just listen to their song '' Roly Poly"
their concept are around 80's fashion
i love it so much ! so vintage so 80's fashion hahaha !!
just listen to their song '' Roly Poly"
their concept are around 80's fashion
i love it so much ! so vintage so 80's fashion hahaha !!
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