Tuesday, July 26, 2011

quiet = the best resolve

i just can't held the anger inside me
are you satisfied scolding me ?
are you satisfied vilify me ? are you satisfied make me down with your stabbing words ?
well,you succeeded...
thanks to you now i become more and more dislike you
no actually it was not dislike
but having a business with you is just shameless to me
i'm tired with all
it's not only me who felt the same way
you just don't realize it or you intend to not realize it
your own main problem
that destruct it all
don't blame us for your fault
i had tried to explain to you properly
but too bad i can't control myself since you were really looking down on me
i'm being scolded when i tried to explain something
so it's better to silent
to keep quiet
not expressing anything anymore
let it guess by yourself

Thursday, July 07, 2011

T-ara - Roly Poly

recently, i am so addicted in t-ara new song
just listen to their song '' Roly Poly"
their concept are around 80's fashion
i love it so much ! so vintage so 80's fashion hahaha !!






Khuntoria


khuntoria wedding shoot and finally they kissing !
episode 53 <3
>.<

Dandelion,my new inspired









Wednesday, July 06, 2011

i didn't make it !

hahhh..

pissed me off ! really
till the end,i couldn't make it..and the worse is i didn't make it when the others succeeded !!
i couldn't find a suitable words for this feeling right now
mad ? upset ? disappointed ?regret ?  name it all...
they all mixed into one and make me down so much :(
my pride my ambition all of them in one second fly away...no more


i had always thought, i'm smart enough to pass this exam,and maybe that's the reason why i fail this time
i'm underestimate them,the test yet the students joining this exam.
always thought i'm smarter than them so don't worry,i can pass this exam which is only a piece of cake
i..i'm too proud to myself.

maybe i disappoint my dad so much,because he really wants me to pass though he never speak about it,i know his heart, i know his wish and i know his hopes. i..really disappoint my dad this time,and it hurts me badly. of course i had disappoint my dad before this,yet i had do so much wrong before this,but today is not the same,i know it. i know i disappoint my dad so much this time till i can't held my tears when he ask me if i pass or not. i'm sorry dad,i didn't make it.