bad :(

I feel very bad :(
Why ?
Today
I found out that xxx had use my things for twice,my new things,even me myself who had it haven't use it. Plus,it is the thing I loved the most.
I became very mad,though I can't complain.
Because xxx will say I'm stingy
It's not that I'm stingy,but I'm just scared my things later aren't going to be my things anymore.
Like once,my dress,you say you don't have any dress to a party,so I lend you,but it ends up with you each time to the party use that dress. Okay,I think that's okay,I'll just give that dress !
But today is not the same case ! I even haven't used it and you used it for twice ?! And I can't give it to you because I love that thing so much ! That's why I really hate sharing things with you,it's not that I'm stingy,but I'm just scared you will take away my thing....
(屮ﾟДﾟ)屮! Give me back my things !!!!