speechless

Yeah,i'm really speechless.After sawing other's blog,i'm just realized,my english is really far from good .
I wonder how can they were really good in it ?i just want to be like them.I love writting but my skill didn't support me as well .I love blogging but sometimes it's hard to find some words for the topics.Maybe i have to learn more from them by reading their blogs daily and learning their english.I have to improve my english.Sometimes i was really shame,cause even my teacher admit that my little sis english is more well than mine.It's just so,you know,if you were lose with your little sis how's your feeling ?being beated by your sis is kinda like lowing my pride,and i hate that.It's worse !! yeah,i know it's weird but that's me,i'm sure there are more people like me.
so,how can i improve my english ?english tuition is not the best idea .Reading english novel ?emm..i'm not sure cause there are several times which i've tried to read them and the result is not good.Sometimes i felt asleep,sometimes i'm not get what their saying.The conclusion is i'm not enjoying them and it's making me dislike reading english novel.Don't say english novel,even in indonesian language,i don't enjoy them.I prefer comics rather than novel.Well,i ever tried read twilight saga which was the best novel for me and the first novel that i ever read finished.But i force to read them. ahhh..i really want to screamm !! i want to imptove my english as well as them.Do you have any suggestion ?
Maybe the first thing i must do is reading their blog daily.Or maybe i can watch dvd with english subtitle ?yes,that's good idea.

ps: i was really thankful if you can give me more suggestion to improve my english, thanks a lot ♥

math oh math = =

Phew..this weeks gonna be a stressed week i guess...
the exam has arrived and i haven't start studying.

Especially accounting and english !!

speaking of exam,well my class later will be on 4th floor (d2 408) anyone in the same class with me ?
i'm in the same class with kelly,anita and kalonica . ♥
The first day of the exam is mathematic . And luckily i'm in social class so i would not join the death day for science class cause their material for mathematic is a CURSE !! cia you science students !! ♥ hahaha
Good luck all for the students that going to have an exam !! ♥

 CIA YOUU ♥ !!!

ps : check www.meitu.com guys ♥ it's really a nice software
here the samples picture edited with meitu

Once

Don't know how to describe this feeling,but it's really pain,it's really hurt and i don't know how to heal this feeling.Sometimes they said friends is more precious then money.Speaking of that,i don't get it.I just thought it was the same.Money can gone as same as friends.What a fool saying that friends will always be there with you cause in fact they are always far.I don't mean there are no real true friends but many of them is not a real friends.
And that was what i feel now.Once we are really near really close.We're doing the same exciting things everyday and it was so much fun with them.Once i can said i cannot live without them.Once i can give my everything for them.Once i cried a lot with them.Once is really the most precious thing for me.
But slowly it changes.Since i'm moving and not in the same class with them,our friendship slowly fade away.It becomes fade and more fade each day.When i start to join their conversation i cannot get it at all.When i start to get it they said you will not get it.Then how can i suppose close with all of you again if all of you always keep a distance like this ?How can we suppose to be like once again ?No.I don't want to hope again.It changes guys.And after all of that,i got a conclusion.Friendship changes as time and condition changes.As we separated by time and condition,our heart and our friendship changes too.

I'm not saying i will erase this precious memory,but i just can said,our way is not the same anymore,our friendships is changes now.Once i was hoping this is just my feeling,this will changes as time go by.But it seems i give up now.Dear friend,not just me who's got this feeling,but there are some of us too who truly feel the same way as me.I just can hope we still friend although we're not so close like once anymore


ps : i will always keeps this memory deep inside my heart. Bye my beloved friend ♥
      i hope the best for you.I hope all of you can happy.I hope all of you can pass the life with smile everyday
      This is the last words from me to you. ♥

got FLU !

this happen just 2 days before the school start !!what's on earth is going !!
This flu is hurting ma a lot.Not just my nose full with that disgusting greeny substance !But my throat burns like hell too !! My head always feels dizzy and i can't sleep well.
I'm afraid i couldn't come to school later.Because seems everyday my flu is getting worse and worse !
oh my...please..i want to come to school that day !i was really miss my friends so much !!
i wonder how long this flu will continued hurting me !




at home=nothing to do=bad flu= go to DIE !!!